drao wanted to protest when he felt the push and the heat of potter’s body vanish, but his breath aught in his throat when potter’s fingers softly brushed his bak, pushing up his shirt, and he felt potter’s breath, teasingly, against his skin drao moaned as potter’s lips ghosted over his bak, brushing his skin ever so slightly
“bloody tease,” he ground out, his grip on the hair tightening potter had the nerve to hukle, before his hands thed onto drao’s hips and his mouth moved lower drao felt him shift, as if he was getting down on his knees he arhed his bak iently when potter started massaging his bakside, while his hot breath kept teasing his skin one of potter’s hands darted up to drao’s bak, only to be dragged down agonisingly slowly drao bit bak another moan when potter’s fingers reahed his left he heard potter hum, before his fingers were suddenly reped by something hot and wet fuk! he ouldn’t help but shiver as potter liked his way from drao’s balls to the small of his bak sweet sazar! a ouple more minutes of this and drao would be ready to ome
potter made an reiative sound as drao trembled beh his touh
“spread your legs a little more,” potter said drao groaned he tried, but his trousers were in the way, tring his legs potter seemed to notie and quikly helped drao out of them legs spread wide and heart pounding in his hest, drao waited for potter’smove warm hands were on his arse in an instant
“fuk, yes,” potter hissed drao hoked, his ok throbbing, as potter spread his heeks apart and his tongue dipped into his left one more
“oh fuk! oh fuk! oh—”
drao’s eyes fluttered open fused, he blinked a few times, before he realised he was indeed lying in the dark in his bed alone
**!
panting, he wiped the sweat off his forehead with the bak of his hand he ould still feel potter’s touh on his skin only, unlike in his dream, it didn’t feel arousing anymore it felt like some invisible fore was rashing down on him, stifling him
it wasn’t the first time he had dreamed about potter but never had it felt so real never had it been this devastating to wake up, to realise it had only been a dream his ok seemed to agree arently, there would be no need to take are of it
he turned on his side, hugging his knees lose to his torso why, why did it have to be like this? why wouldn’t the universe stop t him? he knew he didn’t deserve hiness but did he really deserve to suffer like this?
he instantly told his mind to shut up, before the wave of self-loathing ould hoke him he knew he wasn’t worthy of potter holy, he wasn’t worthy of his fianée, either ex- fianée, he orreted himself maybe this was the way it should be, for him to be alone for the rest of his life and maybe that prospet wouldn’t have seemed so terrifying and gut- wrenhing if there hadn’t been this agonising pain, this gaping hole in his hest, exposing his heart, whih was sreaming and yearning for potter
friday, 23 may 2003
“are you still pouting?”
“i’m not pouting”
“he’s still pouting”
“shut up, bise and you,” drao pointed a warning finger at pansy, “you promised to keep your mouth shut so muh for that”
“sazar, i hate when you’re in a bad mood,” pansy said, rolling her eyes “you always drag everyone else down with you”
“you’re one to talk,” drao huffed
“obusly, i’m far more delightful than you,” she retorted her expresn turned more thoughtful as she ted her fingers against her thighs “look, it’s been two months”
“so?”
“drao, you an’t hide in here forever you’ve got to move on”
“and how do you suppose i do that?”
“by going out with us,” bise said, pulling drao out of his armhair “holy, i get it you’ve had some rough stuff going on but pansy is right you broke up with astoria for a reason, and now, it’s time to embrae it”
“embrae—what?”
“just stay quiet and ome with us,” pansy said “if you resist, i swear, drao, i’ll put a body-bind curse on you!”
“she’s not kidding she pratied on me, earlier,” bise winked
“oh, sazar,” drao groaned
mentally hexing his friends, he let pansy grab his arm and arate them she didn’t even wait for him to ath his bane before she dragged him into…where were they? ah, a pub, it seemed it was already rowded, whih drao detested there were no more empty tables but pansy didn’t seem to be bothered by that she walked straight up to a table in the orner, pulling drao along with her everything hened so fast, he had no time to protest he did, however, raise a onfused eyebrow when he saw dirty blond urls and a warm smile
“luna?”
pansy stepped aside, giving him a lear view of the person sittingto luna
“what—”
“drao?”
potter looked as shoked drao felt
“what the fuk is going on?” drao narrowed his eyes “did you pn this?” he snarled, not exatly sure who he was asking had they all pnned this together?
“did you?” potter asked, gaping at luna
“harry, this is a good thing,” she said, rubbing his shoulder
“how is—”
“harry” luna’s expresn darkened as drao had never seen before “you’ve been an awful mess for weeks now”
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